So strange...

If you don't care about me personally but merely see me as an aquaintence don't bother reading on...it is a waste of your time though I dont know if people who aren't my friend read this...

By the way, this is a long blog so yeah..I would like yous all (hehe mike nowak language) to read it but if you don't on account of its length then I understand.

Today was interesting. Well not in the Jamie physical sense but certainly in the Jamie mental sense (is that how you spell sense?). Anyways, I came into contact with the person who I...well..the person I wish...well you know what I'm getting at and I'm afraid that I'm scaring her or something. Perhaps it is in my mind but it kinda seemed as if she was withdrawing from me...though it could be in my mind, a mind weary of returning to school (where I am right now). I have had "crushes" or whatever the polite Christianese term is (I find I'm not so great at Christianese sometimes) before but somehow this is different. As much as I think this is different I am afraid of her being creeped out but at the same time...I'm not sure what to do but it does make me sad. I think I've heard God say something about her to me and I wish it to be but she doesn't seem interested and I'm afraid that I was hearing my wish. This being said if you (and I think you know who you are) are reading this then I apologize immensely but if not inner thoughts, what else are blogs for (other than the obvious goofing around and whining about useless crap....). I know many people are saying "God's timing" and "wait on God" again and again and it isnt that I disagree with them...I do want to submit to God's plan and timing but...I don't know...I don't know how to put this I guess...maybe I think too much? Maybe I'm being impatient and/or immature? I know I'm not alone with all this stuff as Anthony said on Friday but I just feel strange. I'm also super tired from lack of sleep during this reading week....

Speaking of reading week...ITS OVER! ARRRRGGGGG...it just started for crying out loud! As much as I'm proud of our men and women over in Italy I can't help but sigh over the men's hockey team...they were a bunch of great hockey players but were a lousy hockey team...and teams win not players. True some will say that "you are insane! We did so great in other events and they are just professionals who get too much money so who cares", and in a sense I agree. We did fantastic outside of men's hockey! Our women's hockey destroyed the competition, we had some great speed skating results and we ended up with 24 medals (and 18 4th place finishes...imagine if we had gotten bronze in all of those!). Look out for Canada in Vancouver 2010! And I also agree that the professional nhl players are overpaid and such but to wear one's national colours...I refuse to believe that anyone would lack in intensity in that situation. They just didn't finish (Gerber, Niitymaaki and Nabokov were outstanding for Switzerland, Finland and Russia respectively against Canada) and if you can't score, you can't win. Sounds simple, but it's the truth. But my point is, is that Men's Hockey is the heart and soul of our country and losing in that is like if the States loses the up-comming World Baseball Classic thingamickbobber....(you can steal that word if you wish).

Anyway that was a long blog...I hope you read it and comment if you wish.